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Ran 139 times today, its the toughest and most draining one to date, when I think of it, I head for the jog, when I want to stop thinking abt it, I let perspiration drip instead of tears..each pace lets me breathe harder and kept myself going.. there's so much I want to do, there's just no outlet to express it, I'm out of your league cos' I've got no chance, in my most naive, helpless way, this is what I can do, its an illusion that I have done something, however pointless it may be..