strange

Its strange, I thought things were alright.. its like a slap on the face when you are being friendly and be "normal" but you get strange icy coldness.

I wish I can be a bitch at times, I wish I can tell people, if u ain't interested in talking to me, please DO NOT TALK TO ME AT ALL.

I'm getting fed up and tired to drum up conversations and be interested. why can't others be interested instead ?

I'M NICE BUT I'M NOT LIKE LITTLE MICE. Yes, I can be Mickey Mouse , sweet and cute and brings joy to those whom I care and love, but I'm not gonna be a rat who is disregarded by people at will.